Ah, the robin has visited us all year round for so long, he is not an indication of winter at all. We’ve seen him in every season, if not every month but I shall try to keep a wee record of this to verify its accuracy. It’s possible of course that it feels like its constantly winter here and that is why we’re always seeing the robin. Yesterday was good , for after ninjas and a mercifully short time dealing with Mother’s Day crowds at the centre, we all had a nap on the living room floor; me twenty minutes, mum two hours haha! She clearly needed it, but the girls and me went and washed the cars and played outside in the garden which was really good fun.
I’ve noticed my temper being a lot shorter with them the last few days; there is a few reasons for this. One, I’m tired. BB is still getting me up at nights, twice this weekend she has come into my room at whatever o’ clock, and if not this, shouting for me or crying. I’ve had a solid nights sleep once in two weeks. Two, neither of them are listening. BB takes 3/4/5 times and M just argues back. Three, it’s been intense, almost like being a single parent, with thankfully nana’s to go to, so I’ve got fuck all done myself. This changes this week, back to good nutrition and especially bjj and the garage.