I have used others as inspiration and need to get back to this. If this is indeed a break from bjj and weight lifting due to injury I need to make the most of it in other areas and that means writing, posting and promoting LW shit again; at the moment it’s stagnant. Sure I’ve made some progress in places but not in a few weeks. I’m over social media. I actually don’t care about any of it so why should anyone else care about mine? They don’t, and they shouldn’t. In an ideal world it wouldn’t be about anyone else’s anyway. It’s like a learning journal that the girls had at nursery. See-Saw for adults. Do we really need to record and justify our lives to others, constantly? Is that the job of the writer anyway? This is just a means for anyone to do it and express themselves as they see fit. Of course that’s a good thing, but it opens up the expectation and reality nature of it. Writing has a soul, because that’s where it comes from. Social media has none because it comes from the immediate eye and is entirely selfish. Regardless of what we say, the likes, the follows, the shares is the most important part. And that is not even bullshit, that’s horseshit.