I’m off drinking. It just doesn’t appeal to me at the moment. Could be that it’s the summer, though the temperature outside betrays that fact, but I’ve no interest in even having a wee dram the now. Most likely cause I am a little lighter and the bjj is getting better that I’ve come to this. Tonight will be fine as it’s easy to not drink around K. I have more of a problem around my pals and also myself. The inner alkie is always there, he is just far far away.
I like the taste of booze you see, the feel of one or two is ok, but the feeling of not having any is better. It is very tempting to look at that brown liquid though. Even the branding of whiskies and wine is right up my street. The real test will be tomorrow when at home as it’s a place synonymous with alcohol for me. The town, the pubs, even my mum’s house, which is strange but true and I need to break that spell.