Out of the shadow of my toil do I look into the light. And it’s funny that when I am work, school that is, my real work, I am actually more organised and get more done. I post regularly on social media (I’ve not done that for weeks now), I train regularly, I find the time to write sometimes, keep up the blog posts, delete emails, promote; none of that shit am I doing now when I’m not working.
Though I suppose at the moment I am technically caring, and is this what life would be like if I did this full time? I’m going to come out of this experience with very little to show for it other than a bunch of books I’ve never gotten through and being fatter. It’s not like I’m going to have half a novel written soon. Or at this rate any records sold let alone any new products. Funny how that works. My point is, it takes regularity and organisation for me to be at my most successful. And I know maybe I shouldn’t be too hard on myself here, as the media likes to remind us ‘these are unprecedented times’, and we’ve never had to deal with this before. Five sleeps and the cast is off and I’m hoping, praying even if I thought it would work, we’ll be back to normal soon.